The Reason (Search and Destroy)

10/10/21

I put all my hope in a jar.
Locked it air-tight,
and put it in a deep hole.
The dirt I used was my excitement.
My tears were enlight-ment,
and the pain was my idictiment.

Nothing was as it seemed.
I want it to work for me,
especially to the pain of others.
I don’t care! I don’t care!
What they think matters none!
They’re the reason a glass jar is hidden under the ground near my school!
They’re the reason we can’t have it all!
They’re the reason I’d rather sleep than be awake!
They’re the reason I’ll never get along no matter how hard I try!

People don’t pay off.
Too busy with themselves.
Too cozy in comfortability.

Try feeling uncomfortable for once a week.
I’d like to see you try.
Stop being the same old me.
Who cares what others think?
They’re the reason I hid my hope in a jar and won’t ever let it out!
Because everytime I try to break the seal
someone has to go and hurt the way I feel.
And no matter how many tries we have to change the wheel,
We’ll all end up small like little fucking krill.

Null and void.
Search and destroy.
Don’t play coy.
Just search and destroy.